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  image taken from: http://www.21cineplex.com/ Saya tertarik nonton film ini karna sebelumnya saya udah baca bukunya...and i swear, the book was more than good! Gimana enggak, saya yang biasanya hobi baca komik ini, dibikin sukses menghatamkan 323 halamannya (itu tebel bangeet loh buat saya, maklum pembaca amatir...kekeke) dan berakhir dengan nangis bombay kaya anak tiri di sinetron-sinetron itu. Ditambah lagi saya diiming-imingi trailernya pas nonton  5cm kemaren, aktingnya Reza Rahadian gilaaaak, mulai dari gesture, ekspresi sampe cara ngomongnya ya Pak Habibie banget...jadilah saya tambah penasaran pengen nonton.

image taken from : http://www.21cineplex.com/ hehehehe...karna ini pilem isinya tentang cinta tanah air, jadi postingnya pake bahasa tanah air saya tercinta juga  :D #ngomong aja kalo gak bisa cerita lucu-lucu pake bahasa Inggris :P Sejak pilem ini digembar gemborkan, saya sama temen-temen udah nunggu-nunggu banget pengen nonton. Bolak balik saya buka  http://www.21cineplex.com/ meskipun saya tau kalo premierenya masih beberapa hari lagi alias coming soon..hakhakhak (aslik! kegiatan ini gak penting banget -____-). Begitu tanggal 12, saya langsung cek jadwal tayang trus nyocokin jadwalnya anak-anak (maklum, mereka makhluk sok sibuk) dan diputuskan kita bakal nonton hari ke-2, tanggal 13. Trus? Pilemnya gimana? Seru?

every time i heard someone said:      "why so serious?'' and sometimes followed by:      "get your CrayOn...CrayOn..." and...my expression was.......like this : image taken from: http://www.facebook.com/BIGBANG whatever they said about you, all i wanna say are...   you make it Ji ;)..and i'm proud of you :) That's all :D

BIG BANG – EGO Lyrics She’s different than the average girl uh Whatever she wears, she looks so natural yeah She’s too far for me to get close, it’s you But I have fallen in love, that’s true You live in a different world than me I wonder what you like, I wonder how you think of me Her smile is always confident yeah It captivated me, what to do? You’re so beautiful I’ve been bewitched I can’t fall asleep tonight at thoughts of you You’re so wonderful I have gone crazy I can’t snap out of it, I’m getting dizzy She killed my ego I said she killed my ego She killed my ego I know she killed my ego ego I’ve never been like this before, that’s right Girls are just girls, they weren’t that special to me I’m a prideful, strong, manly, tough guy But when I see you, I am trembling Because it didn’t seem like you and I would fit together I tried to hide my heart baby But at some point, I am kneeling before you Clumsily clinging on and beggi...

it's my habit first condition : when i come to a store looking for shoes or clothes, usually i'm going around, try this and that, looking for which shoes looks perfect and fit me much. And when it's seems that i can't find it yet, once again, i will go around and take a look. I get tired sometimes and this sentences come across my mind : "maybe i should give up, there's nothing looks perfect" "maybe i should choose random shoes which nearly my type" "maybe i should come next time'' Some kind of that sentences. But, actually that's the turning point. Once again i will go around, and finally i will find that perfect one. That happened often.

# When i really really serious and get in to the movie's story line, and then suddenly someone come and this thing happened :      xx : "what movie is that?"      me : "bla bla bla movie"      xx : "who's the cast?"      me : "this xx and this xx"      xx : (just watch the sceene) "why that person angry? why that bla bla bla bla"      me : -____-      me : "once again you ask me..."         image taken from : http://mykpoplist.tumblr.com/    credit : makeagif.com # When the movie came to sad scene and i cry for that, someone said:      "why did you cry?" (hold on a laugh) and continued with "don't cry..."

  Credit : www.eppymustika.blogspot.com What about my pose? kekekeke They said it ridiculous, but i think this one bellow is more ridiculous :D   Credit : www.eppymustika.blogspot.com so...this pics taken 2 weeks ago, when we came home and stopped by in some places

huwwwaaaaaaaaaa....heavy rain out there, i bring no umbrella...so...what to do? -_____- completely...i have no choice but to stay a little bit longer here how long?errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...... i don't know T_T i got a long enough holiday last week,..start from Thursday until Sunday...kekekeke my friend asked me to visit her along that holiday she lived in another city and took 5 hours long to go there by car actually...i really wanna go there enjoy some fresh air refresh this head meet new people visit some places it would be wonderful :D but.... the reality was i spent my holiday at home...once again AT HOME it's because i spent my money bought shoes and jean...kekekeke shopaholic?  hell No! it's according to the priority :D the consequence was,..i couldn't go there because i don't have enough money :)) so...i choose home the other excuse was because i wanna spent more time with my brother i think both of us need that :) although he...

hmmmm....actually i have so much time to write,but always too lazy to start...kekekekeke ooooooh....what to do? Listening to  Big Bang's Tonight now....GD's part "take take my soul...take my heart back!" and even this time, it still sounds wonderful the wild and beautiful crack voice of Jiyong so...what happened during that lazy time? lets called it a resume :D

G-Dragon – Missing You Lyrics (Feat. Kim Yuna of Jaurim) Yeah (maybe i’m missing you) I meet ordinary people and talk to them Laugh with them, just like usual, with out any thoughts. Tv is my only friend at night I finally go to sleep when the sun rises in the morning I’m too shabby, i might have liked you a lot. After you left, the blue sky seems like it’s just yellow Where are you feeling hurt, i’m here Or maybe you’re in love with someone else Some other love, i miss you my baby My heart feels this sad but i have no one to talk to I wanna smile broadly sometime but have no one beside me Maybe i’m missing you

when you cry, i take care of you   when you sad, i take care of you     when you sick, i take care of you                                     still but, the more i'm with you,..the less i'm happy                             so,   let  me be a little bit selfish now     when i'm sad, who will take care of me?                     just let me go...         let me find someone who take a really really good care of me   let me be a little bit selfish now....

hmmmm...i have meeting this night yep..this is the second, with the different person of course there is a big hope a will find many good things about my future and a good things for my parents,my family... many things i still have to explore many things i didn't do yet many countries i didn't visit yet many people i didn't meet yet many dreams haaaaaaaaaaaaaah...but the deadline already came >.< so what to do? actually..i don't know..really don't know but..if i have a meeting with this guy ...:D photo source: Bigbang Star Collection Card Special Edition i will tie the knot as fast as i can...kekekekeke his melting smile..hmmmmmmmmmmmm absolutely i will say "yes" without any doubt :)) okay,..have a nice day Ji ;) 

La la La... here i come to write again..kekekeke uhmmmm....i got quite long holiday recently...it's 12 days...wooohooooo that's my longest holiday since i'm called as a worker..kekekeke since it was Idul Fitri, i meet many people and almost all of them asked me the same question 'when will u marry?' aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...thats the most frightening question so far >.< how could they do this to me???? anyway...talking about marriage...he well be married next moth,in the middle of September :D we never meet along this year, and that helped me much to neutralize my feeling to him i'm happy to hear that news,..really :D a long time ago i thought that the sentence "i'm happy to see you happy" was bullshit i thought, how come i could be happy when i see someone i loved live a happy life with someone else? i thought, i will feel nothing, but hurt but now... i feel that the sentence was right i will be more hurt if i see that someone toge...

yep...someone i mean in my  previous post was him kekekeke i fell into him, Kwon Jiyong :D he start to pulled me out from Electro Kpop music by his songs his music suit my taste better :D he started to make me learn to rap so, how cool he is? i'll write later..kekeke anyway my previous post about him at Gimpo Airport was my writing example which i have sent in order to apply a writing job, but i think it's too short for them that i didn't make it :)) so...i'll just post it here :D

Photo source: number-gd.com G-Dragon always stunning with his unique sense of fashion. Even this time, when he was at Gimpo Airport departed to Tokyo in March 19 th , he’d catched everyone’s eyes by his amazing fashion-look.  This charismatic leader of Big Bang well-known with his high taste-mix and match fashion.  That  day he grabbed the people’s attention with three layers top. He combined red leather jacket with shirt and grey-colored t-shirt. It’s like combined both wild and soft, describing his personality. He looks manly  and casual that day in calm skinny jeans and black and white sneakers. Wait, it doesn’t mean he was that casual. That black fedora hat and white-frame glasses added a final touch to make him completely stylish. Maybe it will be good by adding a long necklace ;), so GD, what’s next?  

wow....no post for a long time it's over a month already,..kekekeke okay...okay...let's type some words hmmm...it's raining out there smell of rain,..i love it so much it's like...bring me back home for a while send me in to the memories i ever had...my childhood memories but when rain comes along i can't look at it for a long time,..because it's hurt the hurt, lonely, sad, and missing feelings came out together with the waters falling from the skies...that's so much uncomfortable i fell into someone recently hmmmmm his sweet smile that shy face that niticeable voice, whenever i heard that voice...and Bang!!! like.."oh, that's him!" that cool raps that crazy performances,..yeah, he was so lively on stages he's cute when he's talking, still the same way when he's a child...it doesn't change a genius in music..and a very talented hard worker a selfish one looks so cute when he dance high taste in fasion he...

 gini nih ya kalo edisi sinting ....kekeke dan kayanya hidup saya sekarang...lebih banyak sintingnya dari pada warasnya..Alhamdulillah...:D saya dan sohib saya ini terbiasa ngobrol tentang apapun di YM sepanjang hari kerja mulai dari topik yang serius sampe topik hidayat yang gak jelas jluntrungannya...hahahaha hampir gak rahasia yang dia gak tau,dan kayaknya dia juga gitu eh tapi dia yang gituuuuuuu nya amat amat banget soalnya..nomer hape saya..dia apal kebiasaan saya waktu tidur dia tau sampe nomer NIM saya waktu kuliah aja dia masih apal loh widiiiih saya gak gitu gitu amat soalnya nomer hape yang saya apal ya nomer saya sendiri nomer NIM aja saya udah lupa...hahahaha kalo kita udah ngobrol nih ya...gak terasa aja udah penuh aja halaman YMnya sama chat-chat sinting saya dan dia :)) obrolan yang sebenernya gak nyambung...bisa aja loh disambung-sambungin :)) contohnya,.awalnya ngomongin "pup" (nah,..keliatan kan...mutu obrilan kita...hakhakhakhakhak)..trus...

i always too lazy to write again...kekekeke i'll continue my last post about my trip..my first overseas trip and Alhamdulillah that was Mecca and Madinah after that dramas, finally we flew with Emirates, the second flight i never knew foreign airlines before, but i think Emirates was good facilities and services...include meals we got more than enough meals along the flight but,..i'm Indonesian, i'm Javanese and not really get used with western foods so...there is some foods that seemed so strange for me -both the look and the taste :)) maybe that's what we called with " kampungan "...kekekeke so we arrived in Dubai early morning,..after some immigration stuff we dropped into the hotel ah...there is a funny thing when i was at the immigration counter,..the staff!! i talk to him in english,..but, when he knew that i'm Indonesian he just said : "sudaaah" and still in my surprised face,..he continued with:  "capeeek deeeeeeeh...

yap,..i was there a few years ago, i write the places i wanna go most and that place,..Mecca,..the Holy Land...was one of that places like a dream,..a few days ago, i was there :) Alhamdulillah that's all i can say Happiness that's all i feel i was crying many times when i see Ka'bah tears of fear to Allah tears asking for forgiveness tears of happiness  all of sudden, i live a different life style, different culture meet many new people but that's joyful :) through a lot of things start from the delayed plane from Surabaya to Jakarta yep,.i choose that airway and that schedule because of it's ON TIME but, that day was different it delayed for 2 hours, and then 2 hours more...YA, it's 4 hours!!! totally frustating i was ran here and there complain this and that lucky me, i was accompanied by my boss's friend he's very helpful and always tell me the right thing to do i can't imagine what i'm sup...

when i go home a while ago, i heard a shocking thing from my cousin i was cooking at that time, and as usual, she accompany me and we chatted this and that until that conversation came out my cousin : hey, i tell you something ^__^ me : eh? my cousin: a few days ago your father told me something me : -___- what? my cousin : he said that he wonder why you could freely laugh with someone else, but not with him me : hah??? my cousin : yes...and he said that he would thought many times before he talked to you because everything he said seemed to be wrong for you :) me :......................................................... really... i was touched yes..all of the content in that conversation was right absolutely... that's me that's what iam and after that conversation, i feel like i was the most mean daughter in this big..big world i was so mean even to my father many things caused this but that's even can't be the reason i...

di depan kantor tempat saya bekerja, sekarang lagi ada seorang siswa SMA duduk menunggu,..entah siapa tepat jika saya memandang ke depan, ya dia yang kelihatan yang menarik perhatian saya bukan si anak SMA nya, tapi motor modifikasinya motor matic yang hampir semua bodynya sudah dimodifikasi mengingatkan saya pada adik saya adik saya belum SMA masih SMP kelas 2 motornya juga seperti itu dimodif habis-habisan mungkin kalau si motor bisa ngomong, adik saya bakalan di umpat habis-habisan sama dia adik saya tak seperti anak-anak di sekitar rumah yang suka main bola, adik saya lebih memilih keluar nongkrong bareng teman-temannya-entah di mana adik saya,  sudah merokok sejak kelas 1 SMP di malam minggu, daripada di rumah nonton TV di malam hari, dia lebih suka keluar dengan teman-temannya, balap liar dan pulang paling awal jam 1 dinihari ya.. mungkin apa yang dia lakukan terlalu dini untuk seusianya akhir-akhir ini, apa yang saya lihat...selalu membuat saya teringat s...

a first post in this month hehehehehe....i'm turn out to be a lazy writer lately what? you said...not lately? i'm actually a lazy? hsssh... you even don't need to say that...kekekeke okay it's depressing i mean the daedline i'm sick of the number 25 T_T it's April it's only 6 months left to October my birthday my 25th BIRTHDAY!!! hiks...... make me wanna cry if i could turn back to my 20th age...T_T i got to marry soon....i got to marry soon...i got to marry soon...before my 25th just like a spell in my head everyday and even almost everyday topic was that really frustating and reading   this make me more frustated,,,kekekekeke :D...ah..no...hikshikshiks...T_T it's in the last part he really wanna get married and have babies he also worried about his age...kekekekeke...so funny :D...ah no...i'm frustating :( even he went to the gatherings...marriage introduction centre...marriage consulta...

few days ago i got a phone call from my best friend trrrriiiiing...triiiing....triiiing i picked it with full enthusiasm me: Halo, Assalamu'alaikum.. caller: Haloo...(a cute child's voice) me: (aaaah...^_____^ it's my friend's niece's voice, Lala~)   me: adek Lalaaaaaaaaaa~...Halo...adek Lalaaaaaaa~~ (full of spirit and cuteness voice..kekekeke) caller (Lala): Haloo...buk....Ibuukk...Halooo...Ibuuuk.. (she keep calling me with 'Ibuk' -___________-) me: T_T (aaaah...my cuteness going into vain) did my voice really really resembles her mum???? T_T oh Noooooooooooooooooooooooooo >.<

Puff The Magic Dragon ♫♫♫ lived by the sea and frolicked in the autumn mist ♫ in a land called Honnah Lee credit image: http://maranuiit.deviantart.com/art/Puff-the-magic-dragon-157888502    credit image: http://www.dailyvita.net/ Little Jackie Paper Loved that rascal Puff ♫♫ And brought him strings and sealing wax And other fancy stuff credit image: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=312411078812699&set=a.290313587689115.71943.187037928016682&type=3 Puff The Magic Dragon ♫♫♫ lived by the sea and frolicked in the autumn mist ♫ in a land called Honnah Lee Together they would travel On a boat with billowed sail Jackie kept a lookout perched On Puff's gigantic tail credit image: http://www.flickr.com/photos/r0gdragon/4472785021/sizes/m/in/photostream/ Noble kings and princes Would bow whene'er they came, Pirate ships would lower their flag When Puff roared out his name credit image: http://www.fli...

a story from my weekend...aah...a " rather long time ago " weekend ... hehehehhe i'm a kinda moody person...so i'll just update if i want to :D a couple weeks ago i spent my joyful weekend with my friends in Agro Wisata Batu  tadaaaaaa....... so proud of my arrogant pose ...hehehehehe seen from that picture, of course...we arrived happily~ ~ hehehehe on of my friend commented on my outfit,.. she : "look at what you wear,..slippers, a shirt you wore from yesterday,...ckckckckck"             and i just look at my self arrogantly and answer:  "hey, we just going into a farm, right?? so...what's the matter with my outfit? hehehehehhe....i don't think i should wear a glamour clothes and a highheels in to the farm...hehehehe" ^_^ soon after that.... our happy moods flew away..ckckckc a sad thing -___- it's because we have paid that expensive, we can't pick the strawberries,but ...tomatoes...

once again in this day i heard your name and it sucessfully makes my mood sway it just flash my mind back to the days we ever had to all memories we ever shared and...don't you know? it's hurt :) maybe too early to say the word "forget"

aah...it felt sooo fast -___- think about the memorable things in this month i spent the first day in this month and also the first day in this year...at home yup, a thing  that i didn't do for many years i spent many new years always in this city before, not in my hometown so....it was a special day ;) i spent in with my family,..went to my favourite place... where is that??? Beach, of course...ya...i went to the Beaaaaaachhhhhh! a lovely place to go, with lovely people too....especially my li'l brotha :D i take some pics, but i don't think about upload it here ;) Beach...a very beautiful art work of God peaceful... sincerity.... and...charming... and the only one i'm thinking was him...hahahahhaa yah,...he ever said about going to a place where there's only him, beach, and the clouds and i wanna say "you'll find it here, a place where you can hit the clouds freely, shout as laoud as you can, run as far as you want....someday...