Resume :D

hmmmm....actually i have so much time to write,but always too lazy to start...kekekekeke
ooooooh....what to do?

Listening to Big Bang's Tonight now....GD's part "take take my soul...take my heart back!" and even this time, it still sounds wonderful
the wild and beautiful crack voice of Jiyong

so...what happened during that lazy time?
lets called it a resume :D

*_* Family

I went home about 2 weeks ago for a rather long holiday, 3 days actually
yeah...that's long enough for me
my beloved brother show a really good progress
he's willing to share his problems, talk everything disturb his mind...and it was a relief
everything he'd been going through so far are not easy thing
home is no longer comfortable place for him...almost all the time he's home, he's alone, no one to talk to,.is that a place called HOME?
even i don't really like to be in that place when i'm alone
"selfish" is a really reasonable nickname for me, 'cause until this time i'm still here-in this place-, instead of accompanying his days :)
all i can do now is support him, be his fried who wouldn't judge him and hope the one who's far away now,..will come home soon and take a good care of him 

*_* Birthday

finally..that date came without anything much to do >.<
i can't suspend it, right? kekeke
and i'm a healthy and grateful 25 years old girl start from that day :D
actually...it's not that bad
juts like....my thought about urgently married was a little bit calm...yah...it's more calm now
it's not desperate anyway...in this age of course i'm thinking about marriage...but it's not like i'm being chased by the deadline...just thinking about that carefully
and it makes me so much relaxed :)
i'm the lucky stone headed one because many friends still wish me a happy birthday...kekekeke
celebration?
of course...even until now, i still owe a treat to someone :D
one of the celebration was done a few days ago...at a karaoke room with them and sang many songs till this throat sore

photo source : https://twitter.com/IBGDRGN

and the surprising thing was..that night...was this person's day too...so...i sing your song...and celebrate your day Tabi? kekekeke
Jiyong  said in his tweet about this person's birthday
"He's day" he said......haaaaah...cute ;)
it was November 4th..and Tabi's 25th birthday....haaaah....even i'm 15 days older by this man? >.< can't believe this T_T
however...saengilchukkae T.O.P....forever Jiyong's hyung
that Givenchy shirt, suits you as well as him :D

Photo source : http://bigbangupdates.com/2012/07/more-g-dragon-for-harpers-bazaar-august-2012-photomagazine.html#axzz2BcQxNkmh

credit : B-side

so....how was L.A Ji? is it Good?

looks like you having fun so much now...kekekeke

hope you enjoy the journey

New York, here he come today ;)

 *_* Friends

hmmm...one of my besties was fighting over her problem right now
the only one i could gave her was advice, and  i trusted her for the rest :)
i worried enough, but it seems she couldn't face the reality yet
i know she was so scared
hope she will find her decision soon

and...my other besties was busy with their study recently
i feel...a little bit abandoned...kekekekeke
but it's okay...they still have time for me in the weekend, sometimes :)
i hope i can run after them soon
pursue my dream

but

what's exactly my dream??
i still don't know......kekekekeke

*_* Job

i've found someone to replace my position in this office
from a short chat with her...i think, she's good enough
hopefully...she will be approved 
and that's mean i will be unemployed soon
so what to do?
what next?
what about the payments?
once again,...i still don't know....kekekeke