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when i go home a while ago, i heard a shocking thing from my cousin i was cooking at that time, and as usual, she accompany me and we chatted this and that until that conversation came out my cousin : hey, i tell you something ^__^ me : eh? my cousin: a few days ago your father told me something me : -___- what? my cousin : he said that he wonder why you could freely laugh with someone else, but not with him me : hah??? my cousin : yes...and he said that he would thought many times before he talked to you because everything he said seemed to be wrong for you :) me :......................................................... really... i was touched yes..all of the content in that conversation was right absolutely... that's me that's what iam and after that conversation, i feel like i was the most mean daughter in this big..big world i was so mean even to my father many things caused this but that's even can't be the reason i&#

di depan kantor tempat saya bekerja, sekarang lagi ada seorang siswa SMA duduk menunggu,..entah siapa tepat jika saya memandang ke depan, ya dia yang kelihatan yang menarik perhatian saya bukan si anak SMA nya, tapi motor modifikasinya motor matic yang hampir semua bodynya sudah dimodifikasi mengingatkan saya pada adik saya adik saya belum SMA masih SMP kelas 2 motornya juga seperti itu dimodif habis-habisan mungkin kalau si motor bisa ngomong, adik saya bakalan di umpat habis-habisan sama dia adik saya tak seperti anak-anak di sekitar rumah yang suka main bola, adik saya lebih memilih keluar nongkrong bareng teman-temannya-entah di mana adik saya,  sudah merokok sejak kelas 1 SMP di malam minggu, daripada di rumah nonton TV di malam hari, dia lebih suka keluar dengan teman-temannya, balap liar dan pulang paling awal jam 1 dinihari ya.. mungkin apa yang dia lakukan terlalu dini untuk seusianya akhir-akhir ini, apa yang saya lihat...selalu membuat saya teringat sama

a first post in this month hehehehehe....i'm turn out to be a lazy writer lately what? you said...not lately? i'm actually a lazy? hsssh... you even don't need to say that...kekekeke okay it's depressing i mean the daedline i'm sick of the number 25 T_T it's April it's only 6 months left to October my birthday my 25th BIRTHDAY!!! hiks...... make me wanna cry if i could turn back to my 20th age...T_T i got to marry soon....i got to marry soon...i got to marry soon...before my 25th just like a spell in my head everyday and even almost everyday topic was that really frustating and reading   this make me more frustated,,,kekekekeke :D...ah..no...hikshikshiks...T_T it's in the last part he really wanna get married and have babies he also worried about his age...kekekekeke...so funny :D...ah no...i'm frustating :( even he went to the gatherings...marriage introduction centre...marriage consulta